THESE ARE THE THINGS WE DONT TALK ABOUT (after catlin c.c)

Have they stopped/ whispering the dead things name yet?/The nights you spent talking to me/the static / how i couldn't ever really fall asleep/my voice crumpling over the phone/ how the distance got wider/ in more ways than one/ the morning in november/ when every thing fadee to gray/ how everytime i left/ i wanted you to ask me to stay/ my frozen hands in your pocket/ my tears smearing across your chest/ all because you wouldn't let me love you/ the way i wanted to/ the amount of times/ you changed your goddamn mind/ your voice over the phone/ telling me you had nothing left to say/ how you told me not to walk away/ how you were the one that walked away