RED

 I didn’t knew what you wanted me to be so i tried to be everything

 I wonder if i could reopen all the doors i shut in your name. If i decide to walk through them now, will this life be the same?

I want to mould you into a constellation and crumble you like a dandelion on my palms.

I know you can turn this bruised heart into pulp, but won't you cradle instead?

I would fling myself into the sun, into the ocean

I would swallow the sun whole for you

I would have shoulder the entire world single-handily without even the slightest sigh of complaint.

i would ride into the centre of a war,

sword drawn, shield raised, battle cry at the tip of my tongue. 

i would do anything then.!

But haven't we always been at war? 

fighting for something that was never there in the first place? 

No, But i can't compare this to a war. This was never a battle, how could it be? 

i laid down all my weaponry the first time you said my name. 

I hope love was kind to you after i left