LOVE: SEVENTY EIGHT SHADES OF GREEN

You were so full of words and experience and music and static and people's laughter that i faltered, ripped, tried to reach your lips and stumbled.

you are seventy eight shades of green and little sapphire and also sometimes an bit yellow when you kinda smirk to get kind of puzzled or its like when you get nervous and tug at your hair and i think what is there to be nervous about when i will give you the world.

when i'll rip the grass blade by blade to make you a garden and oh sunflowers there'd be so many sunflowers.

I know flowers were my thing and not yours but i told you i'd drown you in sunlight and i guess i am getting a little sidetracked but what i am trying to say is you are a kaleidoscope. 

I try to avoid your eyes and manage to fail every time.

sometimes i dont know what love is beacause love seems too big of a word surely i dont love you but in the middle of the night when i count my prayers for you i think, I think of how love

means pinks and reds and maybe lilacs if you are lucky.

so i dont think this is love this is seventy eighty shades of green 

and i am thinking love is too small a word.

i am thinking kaleidoscope isn't just something to be admired it's something to lose yourself in.