I FORGIVE ME

 For eveytime i have been the autum leave,

just to be crushed beneath someone's feet.

For everytime i didn't believed,that i was the god dam tree , reduced myself to a single leaf.

For every lost bird i let make a nest.

every time i fell down like the fruit, quite dead.

For the love that didn't stayed 

For the friends who didn't believed

For the years i didn't see any light.

the definatoion of his name that i rewrite

for god or the ischaemic changes in her mind

for all the years she won't see me grow.

for everyone that has always taken taken and taken from me

what's left in the vessel, they never see

for mistaking me for the giving tree, w:hen every winter i had no fruits to eat.

For every call that wasn't received.

For every prayer that wasn't heard.

For every desire which were crushed

For every time i went out and wished i hadn't, For every time i didn't and wished i did

For every word i spoke and wished i hadn't

For every word i didn't and wished i did.

For every favour that wasn't returned

For all the choices over the last 21.

For all the people i choose that didnt choose me.

For him and her and her and him for all the songs they ruined.

For every name carved on my bark which didn't deserve the heart or the arrow above.

For every soil beneath my feet that didn't feel like home and most importantly, For me.